My Feeling

Jz finish attend Veron’s birth,when chat with friends all my sadness really will suddenly stop to think!But now,til now i still think bout it!I still think when can i sms her?when can i chat with her?is that no more chance can chat with her le?!i really really regret and dono what to say….Oh my god,.,pls don play this foolish game to me.,.i cant tahan anymore,.,really hurt enuf le!Looking at my phone and ask,.,y no message for me today?Y nobody find me chat today?Everyday look on it,., i feel that i started lossing my friend!Is that every1 busy?!Is that every1 have think to do,except me?!Is that every1 forget me and my phone number so they can’t call me?! What is the reason??!can somebody tell me?!

My project had past up today!But, still hv many not correct!Huh,ask my partner, he jz said "aiya,not need to do again la!"…After heard,wow,what can i do?!i had asked the wrong person,coz i knew he was not concerned bout this project de!Everything is me to settle!Pass ody,nothing to blame again!1st draft 60%,i think i’ll get very low mark de!Hope i can get a reasonable result…

I have finished my Final Year Project,still remain 2% will totally finish!Quite happy de… I think my grade will be very low, coz one person task not enough time for it!Aik, this few day really have many thing happen around me! If can I hope all of the problems will not occur in the same time! Study?huh, really no mood for my study recently!Maybe I dono what the lecturer said, or maybe I late for class everyday,or I don have mood to study anymore,,,,wow,so many reason for myself!Cham week 7 leh,still remain 7weeks to go, den exam le!Assignment keep coming, really lack of time for my study le,I think! Jz go out yam cha with my friend, chat till long time,,,feel better after chat with some1 de! Guys,tell u all,if have something unhappy, talk out u’ll feel better de!Try for it…I said ody, be a happy boy everyday okay… “SMILE = HAPPY” ,.,.?! Is that smile equal to happy?!when u smile that’s mean u happy?! Huh,,..i think this is my theory …..

Finally I get the answer already, quite sad de…she din answer my phone, is because she scare!I made her scare la…hehe…She said want me to pull myself out, so don1 to answer or sms me!Now I know where is the problem le. And final words, “this few days don’t call me,coz I don’t know how to talk to you and face u.” Ya, maybe she is rite, coz now I really can act her as my friend!And not over our border line. I also don1 to broke out our relationship,coz she really a good friend to me! Hope, after this I’ll tougher and learn something… Although is sad,but at least I have tried b4!no matter how’s the result, I also need to accept!Hope our relationship will never end and will me longer and longer… take care my friend!

Today i go Selayang Mall meet some1, one the way there quite happy!But after meet her, i bring a deep sadness back! HahA.,., funny, jz for 30mins den back le!Maybe she don have mood to chat with me,maybe she very tired and not for serve me at that time, maybe she …… many reason i can give, i just give myself relax den find her for a chat…

These few day really made myself uncomfortable, Vomit.Scold by friends. Get wrong information and made my classmate din attend class…Haha…hope all this bad luck go faster…and all the lucky come to me…….i’m waiting u oh…my lucky!!! [='.'=]

Today i had eaten wrong things…when i get back from my sch,, i cook mee.,.,after eat the mee,,,i had vomit and stomache!! oh my god, made myself so "xing ku".,.now feel better,,, din eat my dinner, no mood to eat!Go toilet many times and each time will stay about half an hour de.,., sigh!!!After take some rest,,drink 100 plus,, feel okay now!!! next time not to eat the expired mee le!

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Today another day pass, day pass day, month pass month, time pass so fast!Sleep really can help us easy to forget unhappiness thing de wor… u better try it! Y every1 have faced problem de?Y every1 must have someting unhappy de?Y our life will be like this de?Can v change our life? i feel very bored in my life time, study working shopping sleeping watching… what can v do den?

Now almost 6am leh!Tired,but now know what to do bout my project so have to finish as fast as i rmb what the idea is. Remain two more weeks to prepare for my project!After that time, i also can relax, coz stil have two more assignment have to go. 5 Dec & 10 Dec.Final year not a easy year oh. Now what teacher tought at class..everything dono! Any1 willing to help me?i dono, maybe have, but am i willing go for them?huh~~this few day i also have think something unuse thing. Am i wana going to chase the girl now?Target?Ya, have one….but a lot of thing come out from my mind. Let me "An Luan" her is more better rite?keke…like some1 does mean wan with her de!Take care of her, sms her….den i’ll be happy den! Me oso long time din go for yam cha with my friend le…One month ba…all of my friend busy for work…studies…do not have time match for it! So now i plan to go out at Christmas…now start to invite some1 go for fun le!But …

WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
-> I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

-> No man is worth your tears, and the one who is, won’t make you cry.

-> Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to, doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

-> Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

-> To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

-> Don’t waste your time on a man, who isn’t willing to waste their time on you.

-> Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

-> Don’t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

-> There’s always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

Today, 15/11, i get my result le! 1A 3B 1D . CGPA 3.01

how was my result?bad,,,one words can show it!EIS, management theory part is hard for me…in this Advanced Diploma i had get 2 D. Still remain one more sem to go, in this sem what the result can i get?i think my CGPA will continue drop and drop drop ….. til now week 5, i dono what the lecturer teach at all. Meanwhile, me also busy for my Final Year Project. So i spend my time for my thesis more than in my study!Assignment keep giving to us…oh no, i’m not familiar in arrangement my time!Everytime will do my project or assignment in the midnite time! Now i have to rush for my project again lol…

Today i hear a good news also, my supervisor, Ms.Goay, yesterday midnite going to hospital born new baby. Her baby so naughty, so early want to come out to meet me! When i hear this news, i ody blur…i dono who i can trust next! My project will stop at the moment? 2Dec need to pass up the first draft…my project direct pass to Head of Division, Mr.Wan Lai Weng. TOTAL MARK 60, how many can i get if my project pass to HEAD OF DIVISION. I think it will be very low mark than Ms.Goay gives. Today really in a bad bad mood, my project partner, til now think that the project had finished. But, he dono still have many did not complete and need times to settle. All the project ONE person to do! Oh, what a good partner like tis. Ask him to do some chapter, he said dono how to do and pass it to others. HEY,the project is ours, ask others to do, if supervisor ask question who willing to answer it? Now i dono who can i rely le! So every nite, will not sleep well only for my project!!!!!

Haha,Friday,Saturday sleep whole nite din do anything of my project!Tomolo promise my supervisor to pass up my project de…i think tomolo can’t pass up leh!Coz stil have many din finish,,,one person who do so many work how come can finish in short time leh?my partner din bother bout me…he din do anything la,tomolo i don1 talk with him le!! Monday class only 8~10am den finish class le!Afterward will back home gua,continue to do work lol…now i online do my another assignment, pass up on this coming Friday de!so have to fast fast finish it!Tomolo really dono how to say with my supervisor,,,her baby wana out liao…that time i scare i don hv time for let her check!!!Scary now…now i only can trust myself,nobody can i rely!Sumtime i oso wish i can find some1 who chat with to tell bout my unwillingness!!!! i’m really not happy all the time….stress!!!but i still need to be tough and act as nothing happen now….

HOPE this week can finish my project! Less sleep leh…now looks like a panda ody…become old le!!aik,,,nobody wan is okay la!! haha